Rest for the Weary   2504.04.20*  
Written By: Lyn Cavalier
(2011 Rare Pairings Contest) (2011 March/April Fic Trade) Quick Fang offers Foxtail a place to rest.
Posted: 10/21/11      [5 Comments]

Collections that include this story:
The Mourning After
The Death of Whispersilk and Aftermath

(This story is part of the "The death of Whispersilk, and Aftermath" storyline - see listing for related stories.)

She peered through the doorway to her pareĖ to her fatherís den and watched closely as Quick Fang nursed her brother. As soon as Rillís mother finished, Foxtail would take him back. After all, he was her brother, and therefore her responsibility now.

Foxtail knew that the whole tribe would help care for and raise little Cinder, but somehow she felt that most of the weight was on her ó she had been carrying him when their mother died. In Foxtailís mind, that bound them together, and gave her more responsibility. She was determined that he would feel loved and accepted and cared for. She was determined that he would not lack for anything that she could provide him. Of course, milk was not something she could provide ó thus the need for Quick Fangís assistance.

Quick Fang looked up and through the doorway to Foxtail, catching her eye. **Heís finished. And heís sleeping. Should I lay him down?**

Foxtail shook her head, stepped through the doorway, and held out her arms.

If Quick Fang disagreed with Foxtailís desire to hold the baby, she said nothing. Instead, she carefully stood and placed the sleeping babe in Foxtailís arms. **Iím tired. Iíll be in my den. Heíll need to nurse, and nurse often. You can both join us when he gets hungry.**

Foxtail nodded and held her brother tightly. He squirmed and shook his chubby little legs and arms. She loosened her hold, and he relaxed. Foxtail waited until she knew Quick Fang was far enough away, then looked around. She couldnít bring herself to sleep in the bedbowl so recently occupied by both of her parents, so she had set up her own furs in the adjoining gathering area.

Relaxing into her makeshift bed, Foxtail lay her brother next to her. He snuggled against her and put one arm over hers. That small gesture, most likely inadvertent and not truly done out of a choice made by such a small baby, grabbed Foxtailís heart. She squeezed her eyes tightly against the tears that welled, but remembered where she was and let them spill.

"Oh, Cinder... I'm so sorry. I'll take care of you, though. You're mine to watch, all right? I promise," she whispered.

Illustration by Megan M.

Moments ó or so it seemed ó later, Cinder began fidgeting in his sleep, waking Foxtail. She pushed herself up from the furs and quickly changed the moss that surrounded Cinderís small bottom, pitching the soiled mess toward the bowl kept for such a purpose. She would take it out later.

Her brother made a small sound, and she knew he was hungry again. High Ones, was she tired. Remembering Quick Fangís instructions and invitation, Foxtail wearily picked her brother up. She sent to her father, letting him know what she was doing so he wouldnít worry, and headed toward her friendís den.

**Come in,** Quick Fang instructed before sheíd even announced herself. **I knew heíd be getting hungry. My milk just dropped in again.**

Foxtail smiled with relief. She hadnít been looking forward to waking her prone-to-biting tribemate. Stepping into the den, she handed her brother over, then made herself comfortable in the bedbowl as well.

**Decided to stay?**

Foxtail nodded wearily. She refused to sleep until Cinder was cared for and she had accepted that staying near Quick Fang would be best for all of them. Cinder made a happy sound as he nursed.

**He hasnít cried for her,** Foxtail sent.

Quick Fang nodded. **Heís small, and heís cared for. He has food, shelter, and a dry bottom.**

**Iím glad heís cared for. I'm sad he wonít remember her, though.**

The white-maned elf was unusually tolerant of the conversation. **You, and the rest of us, will make sure he knows about her.**

**Itís not the same,** Foxtail protested, wondering why she was confiding this to Quick Fang of all elves.

**It isnít. But itís all we can do,** Quick Fang returned, a little snappish. Then she softened, **Heís lucky to have you ó we all are. You could just have easily been hit by the tree alongside your mother.**

Foxtail had thought of that, but hadnít wanted to. What would Cinder do, then? Or would he have beenÖ she shuddered at the thought. Better to focus on what was here, now. She didnít send, lest the dam of emotions burst. Instead, she sighed and leaned back. She was tired.

Quick Fang finished nursing, then handed Cinder back to Foxtail. Rill shifted in his sleep, and Quick Fang shushed him quietly. Then, laying into the bedbowl beside Foxtail, Quick Fang put an arm around Foxtail and held her close.

Foxtail closed her eyes, and fell asleep.

Collections that include this story:
The Mourning After
The Death of Whispersilk and Aftermath

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